Today

Two years, thrown out the door, just like that. I saw it coming, but that didn't prepare me for the amazing pain. He told me he loved me. He wanted us to have a commitment ceremony done. I told myself I was just paranoid, nothing was wrong, he still loved me. I was wrong. Everything was wrong. He doesn't love me. He did it gently, still wants to be friends.. That does minimize the pain a bit. But the knowledge that my love doesn't love me, will take away my sunshine for a very long time.

Catch-up.

I apologize for neglecting this blog for so long; I'd like to say I've been busy but I've mostly just been hanging out, enjoying myself. Lazy days spent with my partner, watching seasons of Star Gate and laughing as his dog jumps on the bed and rearranges everyone on it to become comfortable. I am now back home in the city; and I am both glad to be home and wishing I was still there.

Tomorrow I will arise bright and early to head in to get my coursework; I am looking forward to the stimulation of further learning, not so much getting up ontime for when I am required to be there. More to follow, thanks for reading.